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29th Dec 2025

Expat Life: The Strange Geometry of Living Between Two Places

A breakdown of a 24-hour transit through the "liminal spaces" of Agen and Paris to Berlin. I examine the textures of 13th-century furniture, the "naive" honesty found in 12-year-old video archives, and the ergonomics of a 30,000-step day. This is an audit of the "scars of progress" visible in our modern landscape.

Recording from the transition between two worlds.

I’ve just completed a 12-hour journey from the quiet, 13th-century streets of Southern France back to the foggy "concrete jungle" of Berlin. This episode is a raw audit of that transit—a 30,000-step trek through Paris that became a meditation on what we’ve lost to progress.

In this installment:

  • The 12-Year Time Capsule: While editing footage from a decade ago, I discovered a "pure authenticity" in people who weren't yet tethered to smartphones.
  • The Digital Fidget: Observations from a turbulent flight where passengers, gripped by anxiety, mindlessly scrolled through dead apps like a digital rosary.
  • The Food Divide: Why the culinary landscape of Paris makes Berlin feel like "feed for animals."
  • The Leash: A sobering look at how our devices have transitioned from tools to tethers.

I also share a candid update on why I’m moving toward a curated paywall to protect the privacy of this journal while continuing to connect with a "tight" audience.

Show Notes & Links

  • The Destination: The town of Agen, France.
  • The Meal: Kodawari Ramen (Tsukiji) — The restaurant in Paris mentioned by YouTuber Alex (French Guy Cooking), featuring an interior imported from a Tokyo fish market.
  • The Stat: 30,000 steps (22km) through Paris.
  • Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com
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About the Podcast

cMonkX Radio
Technology, Creativity, and Life in the AI Era
cMonkX Radio is an unscripted solo podcast about what it actually feels like to live through the AI revolution as a creative person.
Each episode is a honest, unedited monologue — sometimes a walk through Berlin, sometimes a morning coffee, sometimes a late-night thought that wouldn't leave me alone. No guests, no scripts, no agenda. Just one person thinking out loud about technology, creative work, artificial intelligence, and the kind of life questions that don't have clean answers.
Topics include: AI and the future of creative work, life as an expat in Berlin, independent content creation, digital tools and their human cost, philosophy of meaning and happiness, parenting at a distance, and the slow art of making things when the world wants everything fast.
If you're a maker, a thinker, or someone who uses technology every day but sometimes wonders what we're actually optimizing for — this show is for you.
New episodes whenever something is worth saying.

contact me at: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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A Berlin-based designer specializing in UX/UI and 3D modeling. I am passionate about crafting intuitive digital experiences and visually compelling environments. My work blends user-centric design principles with technical creativity, always driven by a love for technology and a habit of overthinking abstract ideas to find innovative solutions.
When not designing, I host a podcast for fun, exploring diverse topics and pushing creative boundaries. I also balance my professional life with the rewarding role of parenting.

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